Feeling like there is no future for me

Hello,

Sorry this is a negnitive post. I am at my wits end. I feel so unsupported by my family, the very people who I need to support me. All my neurological results have come back with nothing, but I know that my body isn't well and I know Mirena has done this.

I moved to my parents home on the 1st of Oct due to the strange symtoms I was having and had to give up my career also. At this point I hadn't even considererd that Mirena could be resonsible.

Anyway to cut a long story short I have been extremely ill and although I have improved I don't know how to help my body which feels damaged and aged. I saw my neurologist yesterday and he more or less said there is nothing wrong with me. Now my parents think I am dellusional and making myself ill. My god, I'd have to have a n extremely vivid imagagination to dream this up. My mum doesn't want to hear anything I say about Mirena. She's not interested, because she has such a faith in the medical proffession, who are all cheating us! I just can stand it that they don't believe in me or my opinion.

They think some physio will fix this, but I know different! Of course, I have come to realise that it doesn't make any difference what I know and I can't bear not having a voice in this. I am starting to have very bad thoughts again and to not be able to see a future for myself. I just want to die. I just want to be the person I used to be before Mirena stole my life and I'm terrified that I'll never have that again. Sorry for long post, just need your support and understanding.

Clare x Tweet