i know what you are going through....i am in the same situation....my experiences have not been as bad as yours...or maybe i did not see or hear what was said...i cannot begin to tell you how sorry i am this happened to you and you are so right ... people are so cruel...i see why you call yourself shattered soul....but dont let those people discourage you...god takes care of people like that...continue to try and find ways to cure yourself...the medical field doesnt know everything and many times they dont want to admit that they cannot solve your problem....research...pray...and have faith...the answer will come..just remember you are not alone in this...this website tells you that...i have been taking enzymes with every meal and probiotics at night and it is helping me...but i refuse to give up...and i hope you will do the same. this is my first time to this website and i am looking at all of these posts and crying because i cant believe that there are actually people in this world with the same problem or worse than i have and now i know i am not alone...it gives you strength to know you are not alone.....stay strong!!!!