im sorry you have to deal with this shitty ass disease! i know im going to heal myself im just doing it slowly. if i can get myself into this mess im getting out of it as well. the one thing that has been good though is through my diet i barely ever get a zit and if i get out in the sun about 2 hours every three days my face can stay pretty clear. but i dont want this routine for the rest of my life so im also healing myself internally as well there is hope. good luck in your journey