Out of reality

My head is so foggy, I keep comin in an out of reality. I feel like i'm dead. Having irrational, unreal thoughts in my head about time an space. Things I can't explain. It's very scary. I don't feel real, like my mind is slipping away. I don't know what to do. I feel like I should be in a mental institution, an that my life is over. My left leg has been really cold, an I feel like my blood flow is very restricted, earlier I could feel my heart beating, an pushin blood into my brain but it felt like it was struggling to do this. I feel like my brain is being constricted.

I started on a veggie juice fast w/wheatgrass also starting today to see if it helps. Also will be taking sole tomorrow morning(pink salt crystals in water)

Before this I was taking Grapefruit-Seed-Extract an manuka honey, an things got worse with that. f***ed me UP.


Did a coffee enema, didn't help. I've done like 7 of them, an still havent felt the "squirt" from my gallbladder.

Took an anxiety pill, was still out of it, but it helped calm me down an not be so scared about it.


What do I do? What is going on? I feel I may day from lack of something(food, vits) Or I may kill myself if I can't come back to reality.

I tried taking a little liquid magnesium, not sure if it helped. I'm tripping out, need help.