Thank you for writing that. I can only hope that your kind of writing ("diary", "sharing") will become popular. It is a strength that is seriously needed at times like this. Involving others in times of personal suffering is not only the UNITY that is needed for psychological health, but I believe it is very necessary for biological/medical health. It causes serenity and distraction from stress. It not just LETS the body function well, IT DECLARES that the person is not weak and will not give up. Thank you for sharing. Now you are truly a part of ALL.