Re: Light and darkness

so can one think more profoundly to explain about the discepancy, conflicts, or the trouble that symbols create for the energy held to believe or observe them? If I don't share my energy with the masses and choose to observe that which energies me to higher lives as my body command to give me every moment, would I finish my needles suffering and symbols. If I eradicate fear as a result of my full awareness, no gab, would I be able to live with joyfull pain rather then suffering unwanted pain? So why I have to suffer to maintain the symbols or language whereas I want to find my real home or love in my sacret body? How can i be one in all or live confict in my self - the body amd mind?
Please make this though more clear to me.