Re: The sick need a physician

yes, i know that a person can give a look of a lamb but inside him he is cherishing and harbouring a spiteful impulses, dead wrong intense awareness induced by bad people's intensified desire and practices and sentiments and weak emotions and stupid thoughts of which energy take a big space under the conscious ready for a chance so that you will be betrayed. I can see that you don't find one person who dare go deep in intrinsicality and know the other so well, not even my mother - you know fear of me controlling her. Ego is very strong. I see this all the time in others and have to stay safe from their evil motive as you say. i have never knew this phenomina before and make a lot of mistake think i met a angle or got a God send thing of a value. I see a lot of colors in people very dangerous one too. Too bad, who can think that this is freedom because now we are more in distance or detached by force of evil - do we want to be controlled by evil in order not to do evil? Terrible!
Yes, the bad spirit, the impulse has to be cleaned and that takes a lot of work and perseverance and devotion and self-learning and growing in sensitivity and not fear or emotion or duties for a reward as popalarly call pleasure, spiteful pleasure/ a-pay-for-weak-suffering.
one has to be inside what has been given by God even seeing the world then for thought to get substance he ,the ego, has to see and do it for himself, for the real living one and not the dead one in his mind and desired one in the future. These thoughts are the dark space or sacrification for our sin just to live this temperory life on earth, too hard to do way with but to live out of them is like destroy yourself and God and his creation. But men have gone to far in this evil egoistic thoughts that have to come to take place and destroy us. You know that what takes place inside is likewise take place inside even if men deny it - this is oneness and the failure of needed awareness and love to all. there is always oneness but men like to devide by hiding by denying and lieing so the conflicts of hell and heaven on earth.
People do not want to learn really what is true love or what is real good, they are blocked and think that they are right. you change your self and you will know this what i mean. I think there is a healing power as you say but one does not find incentive for this healing for there is not money and pleasure. very hard to find any one who want you really a happy being not even a mother or father, Jesus knew that for he said my Father.