yes, I've explained everything to the webmaster
I'm not a malicious person and I believe people have to do what they have to do to take care of the self first;
only when we're able totally take care of one-self then we can help others
plus, I'm so uniquely "messed up" with pathogens that I feel nobody else can relate to that anyway and nobody else can help anyway
one has to go through a unique own way of suffering and healing
I feel I've got the worst patogenic load on the whole curezone, dont' know why
perhaps there is a reason which I'm not completely aware of yet
thanks very much for all your help, I truly appreciate it