I too had a difficult time swallowing the pill. I had no idea what NP was talking about 1/2 the time. Geez, I thought he's a little paranoid. Poor guy but finally the veil lifted and I could of done cartwheels right then. It was like OMG!!!! YOu've got to be kidding. I was so asleep. I still feel I fight against being blocked or interference or even just complacency but I have a strong intention to stay awake amongst other things. (I have to get some of that gold/money has been tight)but I think it would help. (:
I think a lot of people are waking up on the planet right now but it's gonna take a whole lot more.
Thanks for sharing your experience. It's good to hear. (-: