impending abduction

Ok, so, this is my first time reaching out to this type of group. I've been reading a lot today about signs of alien abductioins. I've taken two online surveys; both have ranked me in the second to last group of having the background yet no actual experience. I've always been afraid of aliens. As a child, I would be so frightened from a movie, documentary, or picture that I was unable to sleep. I would leave the lights on all night and pass out from non sleep. I've always had this fear but never as intense as the past few weeks. I feel like I'm crazy, honestly certifiable. This could be bc of a change in environment. I'm in school and living with a couple of friends literally in the woods. I was ok the first few weeks, but lately I've been so afraid at night. I feel like I'm being watched. I hear noises. Last night, I felt something touch my left foot's big toe; it was not a touch, touch but a "bite". Not to say I was bitten, maybe grabbed by something with two rough ends like salad tongs or something. What really worries me is that I read that abductees sometimes know days in advance that they are going to be taken. I feel like I'm at that point. I'm so afraid. Sure, everything I've read says not to be afraid, but I can't help it. I really hope I'm not being observed or tested for abduction. I need to sleep, but I'm so afraid. I can't talk about this to my friends bc it sounds crazy coming out of my mouth even to me. I feel like "they"'re getting more comfortable with me; I feel it's going to be soon that I'm taken. I'm so afraid at night. Tweet