Re: Post-flush misery

Thank you Midge. The cancer I have is undiagnosed; in fact I have mentioned it to no one throughout these many years of worry and depression. I am now 25 years old and discovered my first tumour when I was about 11 years old. I had an operation to pin my ears back when I was about 10, and some time after noticed a large lump behind my left ear. Ever since I have known it was going to shape my existence, and when I was approximately 18 years old I fell severely ill, which I presume was the cancer spreading. I was young and foolish at the time, drinking copious amounts of alcohol and dabbling in marijuana. This was obviously all the cancer needed to spread. Again, I hid this from everyone as I believe I was destined to endure and cure this; after all, it has shaped my entire life and been at the core of every thought I can ever recall having. Anyway, it is time to turn things around. Depression is welcome no longer and I have realised, at last, that I have so much to live for and more importantly so much information, knowledge and wisdom to gain. My mission of purity has just begun, and this site has shown itself...obviously a clear sign as to the possibilities of this human shell and all that we are capable of if we will only allow ourselves to seek and to know!

Ha, my apologies for the short life story,

Take care,


TCF.