Depression lessons

Hi, I have been depressed all of my life. I am currently detoxing and getting rid of parasites. At the same time memories of past trauma are coming up and I am getting mad at all my abusers. i never realized how much I was abused and how much they still control me. Never understood why I do things I don't want to do.

Anyhow, I can see where I got some of my parasites such as head lice as a child...Never got any medical treatment as a child just lots of yelling at my slowness.. I am now finding time to be patient with myself and get the medical care I need.