Re: A host of sudden debilitating symptoms, feeling like there's nowhere to go
Have you looked up Fibromyalgia online? (Traveling pain, fainting, throat issues) When you started telling your story, that popped into my head. There's a person who went through similar symptoms- everyone said it was in their head...But, he was right. There's, also, someone who was told he was imagining it, and when he went to see a pathogen specialist- he found out it was
parasites and got immediate treatment.
These accounts are in Happy for No Reason- Marci Shimoff. That book shows lifestyle habits that lead to healing happiness and away from depression, life threatening illness. For now, you might want to find a doctor/ specialist who is open minded and has heard of fibromyalgia, pathogens, and other forms of illness that cause these symptoms.
Suggestions.
1. Get a pathogen/
parasite specialist or doctor who can refer one (keep trying)
2. Check with doctor/ other healer who knows about fibromyalgia.
3. If you want to start a new lifestyle when you are healed you can read that book above. You can check it out from a library if you're looking for encouragement and people with similar stories who have healed.
My heart is with you,
I have a similar story and went to get help from people just like you're doing. This is how I focus that energy now:
Organic Happiness. My best advice is to trust that you are always cared for- there's a force watching over you that wants the best for you, it's part of you, and you are powerful.