Ladies please help, no hope.

Hey ladies,

I have been reading sround this site for weeks now and I can't believe how many of you have gone through the same thing I am going through right now.

I hate this thing, I was 122lbs post pregnance and I am now 163lbs and I hate the way I look. It has gotten to the point of thnking about unhealthy ways of losing weight because nothing has worked. I go to the gym, I eat healthy, I even tried a weight loss suppliment and nothing has helped. This is only on of the things in my life that has been ruined by Mirena. My husband and I are constantly fighting lately, I am snapping at him for no reason, and worst of all he thinks I don't find him attractive anymore because my libido is nearly non-existant. I cry at least once a day, and the tiniest things set me off and make make me more angry then I have ever been in my entire life. I feel like there is no hope.

I plan on having it taken out this week but I am scared, I had such a horrific experience getting it put in that I am scared to have it removed. I am also so far gone that I am scared that even if I get it removed nothing will ever be normal again. Am I wrong? Will things ever be normal again? Please help me ladies, I am at my whots end.

Thanks!