Re: Could you please help, think i will really become suicidal

Have you tried to replenish the flora with good bacterias?
I mean, probiotics, kefir, sauerkraut, kimchi... whatever? And prebiotics like oat/rice bran, fructo-oligosaccharides. I'm pretty sure you lack of beneficial flora, and Antibiotics , rifaximin, metronidazole are just maybe covering the symptoms by killing pathogens... but also probiotics.
According to me it sounds like dysbiosis, pathogen overgrowth. The only way to get that in control is to replenish the flora.
IBS has been linked to a lack of flora. Check in The Truth in Medecine forum for more information. Do a little search.
Keep hope! (easy to say I know, I have IBS too, but constipation :( )