Hey guys, Running the Doctrine Question

I am holding the doctrine/ commands like i would for contact device and the penetration/hits are sooo much stronger than laying doctrine on the bean, I don t know if its just me?

1) Does this indicate strong blockage of pineal? If so any suggestions?
2) Has anyone tried this?

I just upadated the doctrine Newport had w/ specific cystal breakage instructions,seems strong, I adjusted my last commandments (removed lyme) >>> increasing the brown out of Mind control and this was very helpful. I m thinking of alternating these two doctrines.

The ironic thing is I have to press down and feel the orientation of fingers on the paper and adjust use of fingers if necessary. i don t know if this has anythinng to do w/ Reflexelogy or Meridian pts, being that i know nothing of the two, just a guess

I must have pyschic attachment problems:

a)Induced to sleep after meals constantly/ (So parasites can feed)
b)After sleeping i sometimes look bloated, a little frailer(expecially if i sweat)
c)Waking up is difficult, My drive/INTENTIONS ,activities, are slowed down and dulled. I become more responsive to fear of not doing things
d)ideas and creative aspects are very finite/restricted, instead of having feelings/thoughts of no limit

The commandments have helped but I feel as if the T serialis/ F buski are adjusting. The first day after increase of brown out I had a stronger sense of awareness of my surroundings. Seems as if mind control is still an issue??