I hear every single bit of that and I am in the same camp. I completely, totally understand. This has been a rough transition for me but it's proving to have been a very worthwhile shift. I only want the same reprieve for you that I'm experiencing...similitude is a slippery slope. Once you have a gleaming hope of 'newness' it's like Amway and you want everyone to jump on the pyramid. But...this is different. You and I do have hereditary issues, we also have childhood nurture issues, chemical imbalances, agoraphobia, etc...what's been good for my goose - I'm just sure'll be good for your gander. :)