Re: my live script... me and jobs...

I hope that I can explain this in a way that will make sense. Your letter contains the word "want" many, many times. The emotion attached to the word " want" is negative. It is suggestive of being out of reach and unattainable. To "want" puts it out of your reach and casts your desires farther ahead so you will "want" continually. It places everything in the future so it remains out of reach. Please consider focusing on only "now"... keeping ALL your thoughts in the present. When you are talking to yourself use ONLY present-tense words... like "am" rather than "will". Do not want for anything. Instead bring a positive, present-tense affirmation into you mind and meditate on those words. I hope this at least helps a little bit.