Re: My NDE was like a product recall

I know my life review is not the traditional version of a life review. I was shown in 3D every moment of my life but moments that were not ever going to be added to the sum of all love in the final edit of my life were fast forwarded past and forgotten...

Is it a judgment from another? I was shown my life review as a lesson to me about what makes it beyond the judgment for all who have souls. Imagine if you will there are actions that do not merit the definition of love... things like pooping... eating... sex for sexual gratification... working not attached to joy... moments spent plotting and scheming to kill people without my own religion... my spoken and unspoken beliefs that people not like me were hated by God... worldly knowledge that was not useful to a soul... My life had mostly less than love moments and still... I went to the light with what was love given to me and what I gave(a very small portion of what I was given) to offer up to the light as my unique portion of who and what I would be that distinguished who I was compared to all of the other orbs of light who were offering up their portions of love to the light... I knew without a doubt... from the experience what was valuable to the light... loving kindnesses given or received were more valuable than anything and then the awe of the natural beauty of the world I had come from... My personal perspective of love and awe were truly me from a perspective that is unique from every other perspective from all other souls... my love offering...

As far as regret, I had none while I was there on the other side. I was not aware of any type of negative judgment... I was aware that I had not learned enough about love..

but the self judgment happens now as I see that my life has had much more loving kindnesses given and shown because I changed my outlook from someone who was living out a life formed from a primarily self(physical) centered world view where there were evil others into someone who was more introspective and other oriented... because I realized that a self centered life was likely to make my flesh ride into a mostly forgotten chapter in the final edit of what survives time.

My self perceived negative behaviors may not have diminished as much as would have hoped but I do believe I do more to serve love than I did before. I have made loving kindness to others my vocation... I am a hypocrite but the hypocritical parts of me will ultimately be forgotten so why be too concerned about them? I do the best I can to do love and try to forgive myself and others as much as my body will allow me to... Tweet