this is a perfect example of why you have had so much trouble here.
this site has crashed twice since your latest fiasco. its a big site and the Webmaster did a superb job of saving everything. a simple, "i cant seem to access my forum" would have sufficed, for anyone else but you, that is.
you wouldnt have a following at all without curezone. i hope you keep that in mind in your future dealings here. curezone is your best friend on the internet, not your enemy. i hope you treat it and the Webmaster as such.