You obviously have a great call on your life and God ordained destiny to have been so ardently opposed by the enemy at your young age. I am grateful you have the support of family and friends. May Abba grant you wisdom on how to proceede. I have been praying for you since the first post I noticed by you.
May you be strengthened out of Zion until such time your healing manifests fully. And according to Heb. 12:1b, "Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the JOY that was set before Him endured the CROSS, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right had of the throne of God."