Hi thanks for posting your story it was emotionally touching because you sound alot like me.I'm not going to lie I have my moments of bitterness like why me. I was raised a Christian but know in my heart I need to get closer to Jesus. I do feel we are carrying this burden for a reason and one day we will not have to carry it anymore. Everyone has a burden they have to carry and unfortuantely this is ours:( I have had fbo for 2 and1/2 years now and I know exactly how you feel. I will keep you in my prayers and please keep me in yours. I am currently trying Zinc 50 mg and Liquid Chorophyll and it has not helped me much because I still notice peopls' reactions to me but everyone's body is different it may help you who knows:) Anyways thanks again for your story and God Bless your heart for sharing it.