From what I have learned in the past people that have offered me a place to stay usually want something back (sex), so I decided to keep myself by myself. I have a job starting Jan 1st so will only be 6 weeks of what I am going through.
I am realizing also people who want to help me don't let me get better because they need me to depend on them or help them make themselves feel better. I think that is how I fell into this. I tend to help others and forget about myself. I revictimize myself. Or get frustrated because people think they know what is best for me. When they are only serviing themselves.
Things keep recycling (situations) so that is what I have spending my time on.
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