Hi,

I think that I am changing and not wanting to change. All of my abuse issues coming up in voices and flashbacks. feel scared and not present. Feel lots of old big worms moving and when that happens the voices come and when they die I see things differently.

The voices scare me as do the emotions. Don't like being so emotional and stressed out. Feel like a kid walking around.

Subconsciously I feel weird like bad things are happening and other people are controlling me. And that I am letting go of long-time friends as I see them more clearly now. That is painful.

Is this normal? I feel very vunerable. I am thinking about moving out of Florida as that is when my life started falling apart. I've been growing strong enough not to listen to people, which is the first time for that. But am still getting abused. Feel like there is no escape.

Thanks, Alex