Wow, what a bummer, to have somebody pull back, just when you need that person the most. I supposed the idealistic answer is, you could use this as a self-growth opportunity, to improve and rely upon yourself. Again, this is easy to say, hard to do. Not sure if this is your thing, but when I need extra help and insight in life, I use a psychic firm (Most Gifted Psychics). Of course, they don't make my problems go away, but I do end up with good advice that helps me solve my issues. Anyway, good luck to you - I hope you get through whatever is troubling you.