I told myself I was going to start with the parasite program today, but I chickened out. Been feeling so down for the past few days that I just cant bare to feel any worse, not even for one minute. And I expect to get really bad die-off, I've seen em. I know they are there. Coming out without any dawa... I spent a lot of time in Africa, swam in wild places, ate at huts by the side of the road, no such thing as bottled water and the tapwater was always brown, never wore shoes until I was 19. Oh boy, I'm imagining lockness monster proportions...