illness

Basically I am chronically ill. To me it appears that there is no where on this universe I can get to the root of my problem. Hundreds have doctors have tried and failed. Is it just me? Am I the only person in the world who suffers from this very torturing illness from which I do? Why can I not find out what it is?

Maybe its incurable, probaly is. There is just no help from anyone of any use. I suppose i'm stuck with it. The symptoms are so weird I don't believe anyone bar me would put up with it. Suicide is 1 option but i'm still afraid i'll have it if I die. Oh well does anyone have a clue?