Blackfoot,

We'd be glad to try and help you, but you have to tell us what your symptoms are! You have posted several times, but each time you are very vague about the nature of your problem. A list of your symptoms and also steps you have already taken to address them would help us to help you.

sorry, I'm not in the in on what you are going through. I know that if you are trying this alternative medicene, that it takes time. Humans are interesting creatures, we spend years abusing ourselves, then expect a pill or somthing to cure us overnight.
Accept the fact that you have a challenge. The great things about challenges is that when you concure them, you deserve all the credit and need to pat yourself on the back (another thing humans don't do enough of)
So what have you tried? I'm assuming you've done the master cleanse, several liver cleanses, kidney and parasite cleanses. Have you been buying organic produce, natural meat, gone to spring water, avoided Sugar and flour, avoided foods with dye or aspertame? Have you had the metal in your mouth removed? I personally have a metal detox kit on the way. You could try that for kicks.
You don't have curezone's permission for suicide, it's not one of the options.