Ive just read your story at 3.30am after another sleepless night after missing my tablet that i have been perscribed for my affliction, as i dont like the side effects. I to question some methods of perscribed medication by medical proffesionals in this field as trial and error. Yet as i am keep being informed years of scientific research goes in to making such drugs,but however agree totaly with like everything else in this world its all about the money and the lower classes of life are being used as guinee pigs for medical research. I enjoyed reading your story and look forward to trying some of your nutrient suppliment finds and hope you find your peace when your mission is over.