I just wanted to tell you that you aren't alone in your aversion to doing an enema, I'm right there with you on that girl! I have never done anything like that and I just can't imagine what it might entail LOL. Monday I'm going to start doing research into them to find out just exactly how to even go about it, I don't have a clue!
I've read some really good things about how much they cleanse our bodies so I'm doing the research and gearing myself up to do one in the near future. I figure with 50 years on the SAD every organ in my body is probably crying out to be cleansed I just can't hear them yet LOL.
I can't even tell you why I have an aversion, I just do, I guess its because the whole concept is foreign to me but I can change that with research. Just know you aren't the only one who feels that way.