ONE: DO NOT TRY TO FIGHT THE SYSTEM! Much too stressful for you right now. Concentrate on finding a relatively peaceful environment and healing yourself.
TWO: Address your mental/emotional/spiritual health. One can be traumatized to the point of PTSD with MCS, and sounds like that may be in your case. If you pray, pray to the true God for guidance.
THREE: GO TO THE ASK MORLELES FORUM HERE AT CUREZONE. These ideas have helped me heal. I had MCS very bad for many years, spent several of them emotionally unbalanced, fearful, angry, and running.
Now, I can take care of myself and live a relatively normal, very rewarding and joyous life!!!!