Peggy, I am going insane!!!
Hi peggy,
Surfer27 here. Thanks for all the possible suggestions. It's worth a shot, to try this
parasite cleanse. But what's really frustrating me with these rectum odor smells, is the frustration, embarrassment and comments, I get from people everyday. I can't take this anymore!!!! I feel, like I just want to die!!! I mean that literally!! I can't take living with this 1 day at a time anymore!! This is no way, for anyone to live, is it? I can't do this anymore, I just can't!!! It seems like, my situation, is as bad, as someone who has TMAU. My body is emitting this odor off my backside 24/7 and it's, ruining my life completely. This is what I mean, when I say I can't, live like this anymore!!! I am not comfortable going out anymore of the home, because if I do, this odor follows me everywhere and I get, jokes made, when I pass by within a foot of the other person, I hear degreading laughter, whispers when I am around other people within a foot, not even, etc, etc. This has gotta stop!! This problem, has to end for me!! No one is, able to live a life like this, in total isolation from the world and live, like a hermit. What do I do? I have talked to my doctor and he says, that he doesn't smell anything abnormal coming off me, which I know is a lie, talked to my parents, they said the same, which again, is a lie. I know my body is telling me something, I just have no idea, what that is? I am also frustrated because, my folks don't want to have anything to do, with me bringing up this odor issue anymore. That is so frustrating for me!! If I can't talk to them about this, who can I talk to then? I gotta let my frustrations out somehow, don't I? I feel all alone in this!! I am tired of suffering with this embarrassing, humiliating, degreading problem in silence. That's one of the worst things!! Where do I go from here? Do I see a Proctologist? Do I see a therapist? My doctor recommended that I go see one, but I doubt, that'll do much. All it will do for me, is let out my frustrations and that's it. It won't get to the root cause of this problem and help me, start finding some answers. That's what I want. To get some answers!! Sorry for the long text. I had to get this out, because I feel, that I don't have alot of people to confide in about these issues. Thanks for sending the previous emails and continue to keep in touch please. Thanks and take care.