Yeah...perhaps the 'let go of control' thing will become clearer. I do see a 'restricted action' thing going on in your Western astrology chart...and it's ruled by Virgo...so perhaps you're too critical of your Self (which may sometimes come out as being critical of others, too)...hmmm....
I have to run now!
Oh yeah, Alison (link below) just went through a White World-Bridger year and she has great thing to say about it!