Hello Ashley

Hi Ashley,
It is nice to meet you. Yes, we do have a lot in common then don't we. *smile* That's a rare thing for me. I'm so glad you posted here and got my attention!!!!
Its really hard to leave such a huge academic accomplishment like medicine. Your family may be sad. I think mine will be. In my case, my health is a serious issue. I think my aura got drained!!! I suck in all the painful emotions. The hospital is the Worst place for me...and all my classes werre in it!!! Ha! What luck. I finally am learning to control my empathy(Thank you Peachy!!). Its so hard to take risks for me. I doubt myself very often. I honestly am scared, but excited about my new phase too!!!
Everything Tracey has said and taught me has been 100% correct!!! There was nothing I could do, but BELIEVE. Now I just sit back and let things happen instead of controlling every little ant that crosses my path. I was very worried and controlling in school... I never want to be that "scared" again.
Music is my JOY. I think people will tell me its an impossible business, so i have not told anyone that I want to try. People can say things that affect my optimism. So i am staying quiet. I just hope i meet nice people to take this risk with me!
I am sure Tracey can tell you why you have a creative block. Did you look into Flower Essensces? They may have one for creativity, expresion,...something like that. Are you staying in Medicine or pursuing writing or a little of both? Consider doing for what you really want. You don't want wonder "what if" for the rest of your life.

Bye bye for now,
Love,
Gracey
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