Re: This is the police

Triumphant is a bit of a stretch - but we'll go with it!

I'm sugared out and gotta get back to studying and focusing. Ain't been feeling too great - gotta get back to the basics. It's been so gray and so cold here - I'm so lethargic - but Spring is almost here! Gaia is 'bout done slumbering and it'll be time to celebrate with the flowers! I missed them.

soon come, soon come.

It's good to be back. I'm not ready to be a Mama. It was very hard looking into that mirror these last few weeks. Made me feel like maybe I'll never be ready and these dark days of body/immunity issues are here to stay. I want children and I must keep focused on this lesson sublimating and bringing me to the higher task set before me. I am meant to heal. I am meant, as we all are, to sublimate this lesson and share it with all those around us. We are healing.

Perhaps, it is true that those of us who have held the mirror in our hand and looked deeply into the face of imbalance have done so out of a tithing to those around us as well. I like that version of the story.

In the next few weeks, I'm studying my butt of. My mental acuity is still down - I suspect that'll get a lot better in the next few weeks. Let's just start the new year all over. How's about it?

Ah - hello, 2009. This is my year to shine with unparalleled health and vibrance. May it always be so.

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