thank you Luella, it brings tears to my eyes to see your message. It was a hard day to tell you the truth. He was pure and wonderful and I miss him alot but I know that he is in a better place.
Yesterday, I went outside and prayed so I could be close to him and Allah. And I saw him come to me in a beautiful coat and he laid his head on my knee and took my hand and gave me a gift. He was with me only a short time but then he left and waved good bye to me. What a gift I had, but made it more difficult to think that after seven years I lost so much time. Like a blinking of an eye.