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Assuming there is some sort of ruler/prince of this earth who is different from Yah-Love, it's likely this being has cluttered up the holy books of many of the great religions, while the Yah-Love, all knowing, ever present, I AM, is also steadily in those pages. And I am lately thinking that this librarian is fed by human blood, and will only be appeased/bought off by massive human sacrifices. Long before I knew anything or considered or cared about religion or God, about age 14, I climbed to the top of the tall pyramid in Mexico City, and the higher I climbed the more gripped I was in what I can only call "dreadful horror". I didn't know about the human sacrifices that had gone on there, but each step-layer of that terrible place of holocaust was more than a silly teenager could bear. I was trembling, not from high altitude(I'm high mountain born and reared with tough lungs) but something too big for a ignorant teenager to withstand was overcoming me. i didn't know until years later that the Aztecs used to offer sacrifices to their blood thirsty gods, one in particular whose name I can't spell, with "priests"cutting out the hearts of living humans, often round the clock for days, one human per minute.//The "gods" of the even more ancient world had to be appeased as well. Baal/Molach required infants and children. At times Poseidon seemed to prefer children to bulls.//When Abraham went up the mountain to sacrifice Isaac, he was stopped by Yah--signaling to the Jewish people "this is not the way to Me, to the great I AM".// What if the Librarian today is being fed the thousands and thousands and thousands we kill in war? And what if he has an insatiable appetite for unborn children, and when offered to him through the furnaces that take the fetuses, he holds out various rewards? What if it's the Librarian telling thousands and thousands of Muslims to strap bombs to themselves and blow themselves and others up? // I am putting forth here the possibility that blood sacrifices of human beings are the work of the ever blood thirsty Librarian. That includes Christian scriptures that tell people to put the "ban" on towns and kill every living thing within the wall. // The Sacrifice of Christ, God made man, was the ultimate foil, the ultimate irony, that made even the Librarian cringe; a different story because a voluntary love sacrifice of God to God destroyed the Librarian's system forever. We just don't get it. Again, I haven't thought this clear through, but am horrified by present and past history of holocaust especially vile when carried out in the name of some god or another.