I appreciate what you're saying DQ, but...

that means, as health nuts, that we're willing to accept an 'average' of 50%. Ugh. What I do know is that I am a slow methylator and I'm repairing that cycle. I've got a genetic mutation that's messing with my ability to detox efficiently. I know, in my heart, that when I get my metals down a bit more and get this tapeworm thing under control that I'll be able to heal this mutation. Everything is possible with light and vibration.

I said last week in V's forum that I'm looking forward to finding these last clues on why I still feel soooo poorly. Can't hardly breathe, cortisol is still really low, no energy. My homeopathist (who effectively saved my life years ago when it was not so great and figured out the genetic mutation when no doctor did) said the other day on the phone 'if you've figured out you have a tapeworm infestation then why are you looking for another puzzle piece? We know that tapeworm and hookworm eat your blood, you have a genetic blood mutation and you've yet to really chelate. Tapeworm alone could be causing this fatigue and labored breathing.' I guess she's right. My fervor for finding the pieces are tantamount to how poorly I've felt for so long.

You all are a bit older than myself. Imagine waking up one day at 27 and not being able to move or breathe. I've cried more hours over wondering where my life went than I could ever count. Finding iodine, five years later, alone, brought back a lot of my life. I became an agoraphobe for a long, long time. There are people still wondering what happen to me - I disappeared. I can't say again 'well nobody really knows but...'.

Truth is, she's right. If a girl has a genetic issue that slows methylation, has a tapeworm infestation (don't ask because I've not figured out where the hell I got it, truth is it could've been ANYWHERE) and has metals issues - they could easily be magnified. Parasites and metals work synergistically. I've had alot of lightwork sessions, soul retrievals, shamanic work, prayer, light, acupuncture, chinese herbs - you name it. What I've really been hoping for is a chemist. I've been trying to manifest a chemist that wants art. I wanna give them a stack of my blood tests, my diet, all of it and have them go to town. It might happen - I have faith. In the meantime - I'm killin tapeworms and getting amalgams out.

...and I'm incredibly grateful for each and every one of you. When I have my next gallery opening (last one was before I fell ill - so it'll be one hell of a party) - we'll have to reallllly celebrate.

All my love and gratitude!

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