I was never abducted, but I had had an encounter with a reptilian years ago at the side of my bed. I only was able to see his feet/thighs standing near my bed, as the paralysis kept my head from turning to see any more.
I can imagine the fear you must be going through and I totally believe you.
Please know you're not alone. I don't know if you believe in God or not, but I feel God will help comfort you through other people and you can always call on Him for intercession in this situation where these aliens are overstepping their bounds with humans.