I don't post very often, but I have been reading this forum for some time and gained a lot from your posts while you were going through your fasts. I have to say that I am sad to see that you no longer want to be a part of this forum, although I completely understand why. I hope that you won't be gone forever, and I think I speak for more than just myself when I say that you will be missed (I remember when you had a long break from posting and I told my fiance, "I don't know what happened to Bella Lucia"). I know that I haven't contributed much to this forum, but I believe there are others like me who don't speak up much who also have high regards for you. Best wishes! :)