i wonder why so many of us are experiencing similar life situations right now... i've been allowing stress from dealing with estranged husband take priority in my life. although we've been apart for nearly four years (due to his paranoid schizophrenia and subsequent jail-time) i never divorced because i always held out hope that he would get "better"... but now that we've been allowed supervised visits in his hospital, i've come to the realization that it's time to give up hope, and divorce is imminent.
i desperately want to clear my head and find calmness and inner peace... i want to make THAT my first priority. i did this before through fasting, but i seem to be having such a hard time this time.