I can't stand anymore Chemotherapy

I' on my 11th chemotherapy at the moment I've been very very sick and i noticed that my swelling is getting worst.I am really desperate and i don't know what to do. I can't stand anymore chemotherapy and was hoping this was the last one but since the swelling is getting awful now I'll just listen to the doctors. but there's a lot that my doctor didn't know about NHL so i have to study it myself.
Do you think the swelling is because of the wrong diet I've been doing?

I am in Indonesia, I was thinking of moving to Netherlands since I heard there's a hospital where they only specialized in cancer, but the fact that i am getting weaker and weaker, I don't think i can go anywhere out of Indonesia now.
I got no one to help me on studying NHL here and it seems like it is a rare disease here so people don't understand what NHL is.

I need to stop getting chemotherapy i can't handle it. I need help from anyone here giving me information about NHL and what i should do to get rid of the NHL especially the swelling.

Please Help!! I am very very sick and really need help. I'm desperate.

Yusticia