Re: New Readings

Thank you for the reading. But at this time i feel like my finances are a mess. The job i am at. My coworkers gossip about me kind of where I feel outcast. In terms of love. I'm single but I like this guy at work but this other woman likes him too. I don't know much about him but everytime I try to talk to him I get nervous or I think about others gossiping about me saying I smell bad. So i get scared thinking he feels the same about me the way some of them do. So now I'm just avoiding him but I don't want too. Maybe its just for the best and plus I don't think he likes me all the much. I just feel nothing is going right or ever will go right for me. Plus I want to branch out on my own but I feel trapped at the moment. Because I'm helping my mother. Who needs to get a better job and become more independent. but i feel like she's doesn't want too. Same for my grown siblings. I'm taking care of everybody and everything. I feel like I have no life and everytime something good happens to me in love or overall life. I always feel its too good to be true. So I mess it all up and miss opportunities. I feel like they try don't want me to be happy. Plus I feel down and empty inside sometimes.
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