HELP, thinking I might need to eat an animal!!:-(

I have been agoraphobic for the last 5 years. I feel dizzy and have depersonalisation among other things.

Going outside is very difficult for me and most of the time results in major anxiety or panic and all I want to do is get home. I am unable to work because of it and rely on my partner to support me.

I have been vegetarian for 14 years.

I have tried every cleanse, supplement etc to try and get my life back. I don't currently take any medications and haven't for over 3 years.

I recently came accross the idea that this could be a copper imbalance. I am unable to afford a hair analysis so I used a home heavy metal test kit which came up positive to copper. I had suspected I had a heavy metal problem when the agoraphobia started so I had all my Amalgams removed but my health still declined.

My problem is I am extremely worried about eating meat. I am passionate about the lives of animals and I really can't bring myself to have one killed so I can eat it. Did you ever feel this way? How can I know that meat will be the one thing that I have been missing? Would it cure my agoraphobia? I would take ANYTHING to cure agoraphobia but eating meat is not something I can just try like a herb or supplement etc. Being vegetarian is engrained into me. What should I do?

At this point in time I can't bring myself to see a nutrionist etc. due to major anxiety and finances. I am going out of my mind. Tweet