You might consider muscle-testing yourself or
finding a good kineseologist who can help you
figure this out.

I was a vegetarian for over ten years and then
one day one of my teachers suggested it was time
for me to begin eating meat. I did not think I
could, and thought I might get sick on it. I eat
predominately chicken and often in small pieces
in stir-fries. It helped ground me and I did not
get sick.

It is difficult to tell if it will help your
agoraphobia. In addition to cleansing you might
also consider using EFT techniques to get yourself
past your "self". Check out the forum here on
Curezone for more info. There are lots of videos
on youtube also if you have a high speed connection.

//www.curezone.org/forums/f.asp?f=420

especially~~

//www.curezone.org/forums/s.asp?f=420&ob=d&c=2

I wish you success on your healing path~~

best wishes,
Zoe

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How long were you veg?
Why were you veg?
How long have you not been veg?
Why did you stop being veg?

hi...I can relate to how strongly you feel about not eating animals. personally, I don't believe one has to eat them, particularily when feeling so against it. but only you can know what is right for you, of course.

do you believe the agrophobia is due to nutrition, and what in meat do you think you are missing?

I had terrible anxiety, and panic attacks awhile ago. and agrophobia because of it. I was terrified to be away from home and have this happen in public. also, I felt sick all the time anyhow. so I understand the place you are in. I'm really sorry. I don't know if this has to do with not eating meat for you, for me it had nothing to do with that. I've been vegetarian for 20 years. the anxiety/panic started when I got sick, and it was due to parasites. and a congested liver. after flushing the stones out and taking the parasite load down, the anxiety, panic and agrophobia went away. and hasn't returned.

I can really relate to you saying you've tried many cleanses and it didn't work. the sicker one is, the harder it is to regain health. what seems to work so easily/well for others and it just didn't go like that for me. it took quite a while, lots of plateaus. and lots didn't work at all (and still doesn't). it's finding you're way and it can be a real challenge.

metals could be an issue too, as you say.

for now, keep taking care of yourself, that at least can be done. and over time it will have an effect. consistancy probably has been one of the more successful things for me, staying with something long enough for it to have effect. like keeping diet very clean for long enough, juicing for long enough.

and the rest you will work through. hang in there, it's a tough place, but you can get out.

what convinces you meat is the answer? I'm just curoious, I don not know whether it is or not but I seriously doubt that I would go from panic attack and anxiety to meat

It seems a hige jump and almost a non sequitir

How did you ocme up with the connection?

Do you have a church or practice that connects you to the higher power?

Go and begin to ground yourself in faith

Speak to the pastor, lleader, whomever the person of responsibility is

Begin to create a human (vs online) support system so you may gorund in the group and have their support on a face to face basis

Also use this medium but not at the exemption of the human connection

A couple things...

First of all make sure you supplement with a quality B-12 supplement. I found myself getting spacier, more disconnected and just cognitively not up to par in many respects, and read this article about how deficiency of B-12 causes all kinds of cognitive problems including Alzheimer's.

Here's the best cheapest source I found: http://www.swansonvitamins.com/SWU122/ItemDetail


Also since you already know you have heavy metal imbalances you should cleanse, cleanse, cleanse. Do a Colon Cleanse to start and also use Chlorella or chelation to remove toxic metals etc in your system.

And if you think eating meat would help - try it! I'd start with soup with beef or chicken broth rather than eating a mouthful of meat at first. Sometimes I cheat and have a French Onion Soup (that contains beef broth) or other soups with a chicken broth. Sometimes the chicken broth really makes me feel good.

Let your body tell you what it likes.