Hang in there, there alot of worse things to be or have. I know what you are going through because I am/have gone through it for the last 7 years or so. Same for me, I found out/realized my problem in my 30s. I am loner when I used to have friends and fun. I still try do those things. There are many causes/reasons for your problem. I suggest reading these columns and maybe checkout the MSN Body Oder Support group there. Everyone here and there understands you and do not judge you. Try not to let others who judge you let you down. You know you are a good person and to hell with them. Email me anytime.