i just wanted to say, you're attitude reminds me a lot of mine when it comes to stuff like this.
forums like this one have great potential for support, and i'm glad someone else is hoping to push for that as well.
i can also totally relate to your need for here and now treatment, not once a week. i've had the problem when it comes to counseling, many a time, and the internet has so far proved the best alternative for those times when you just can't wait to talk to someone.