You poor thing I know exactly how you feel,I have had mine out three months,i cry for no real reson still ,I have no one to talk to either and i dont feel any better,my family dont understand,I was meant to visit my sister in my old home town while she was visiting from over 5000 kilometres away I only see her a couple of times a year today but couldnt go as i got my period again and its that heavy i cant leave the house(i get it every 3 weeks),she doesnt understand and probably wont speak to me again,its terrible when its so bad you cant leave the house.
I havnt lost any weight either and i am trying, I have an appointment to see Dr about getting a hystorectomy.
I hope you feel better soon.Take care.