Dear Molly, do not feel bad. There is a time for everything and your loved ones will always be with you. You have been such a pillar of strength here!
Remember, you are made of the love of people who loved you, but the love you gave is also living in a lot of people's hearts. People you do not know, but who heard you or saw you or read your posts and went on with their lives feeling better.
We are not as separate from others as we think we are.
Lots and lots of love :-)
PG
I for one was helped and I do owe a part of my life to you, as well as to many others on this Savezone.