Luella, I don't have any stress just when the people treat me with pity. The doctor told me I was nervous but that is ridiculous. I am blessed and Allah loves the ones who are sick. You know since I been sick I have dreamed of my dead father, my husband twice and even my dead cat so many blessings from being sick but I cant think and trying to covince the people I am sick is so frustrating. How can you convince people you are sick when they won't believe you.
It is like major news here, Sara the strongest Muslim ever has been struck down with the worse disease and she is like a child. This is stress not the disease. You know my prophet died of the same disease. It is a blessings really, ok now for sure you think I am crazy.